Saturday, October 4, 2008

蜻蜓的影子

星期六的上午
我背起沉甸甸的行囊
想去很远很远的地方
出门就看见一个淡淡的影子
象小小的燕子张开翅膀
轻盈飘忽
又仿佛一团散不去的烟雾
抬起头,迎着依然炫目的阳光
原来是只单薄的蜻蜓
在风中颤抖着迟疑
蓝天下沾满了十月的气息
她会继续飞翔,寻找
或许就在这个黄昏
找到一处静谧的池塘
(或者沟渠)
在那里产卵
然后死去

Shadow of a Dragonfly
xm, 10/04/08

On Saturday morning I put on a heavy packback,
dreaming of going somewhere far, faraway.
When I walked out of the door I saw a faint shadow,
like a tiny swallow spreading her wings.
It fleeted with such lightness, as if
there was a little puff of smoke that would not vanish.
I looked up, in the glare of the Sun,
I spotted a thin, delicated dragonfly,
trembling in the wind, hesitant.
Under the blue sky she was covered with the breath of October.
She would go on flying, searching.
Perhaps at dusk of that same day,
she would have found a peaceful pond (or a ditch).
There she would lay all her eggs,
and then, be gone.

Shadow of a Dragonfly
xm, 02/19/09

On Saturday morning I put on a heavy packback,
dreaming of going somewhere, faraway.
When I walked out of the door I saw a faint shadow,
in the shape a tiny swallow spreading her wings.
It fleeted with such lightness,
like a little puff of smoke that would not vanish.
I looked up, in the glare of the Sun,
I spotted a thin, delicated dragonfly,
trembling in the wind, hesitant.
Under the blue sky she was covered with the breath of October.
She would go on flying, searching.
Perhaps at dusk,
she would have found a peaceful pond (or a ditch).
There she would lay all her eggs,
and then, be gone.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

白天在大太阳下面溜达了四五个小时,累是累个半死,心情可一点没愉悦起来,倒运啊。快点快点过去吧。
大家表同情我了,我也是做个心情日志,自己监控一下,方便以后理个头绪。
你们都真好。我是烂泥扶不上墙。

wintersunray said...

I don't know what to do. I'm crying my eyes out again, in the same dark room where Isabel's love shed light on me. I don't understand why. Why I still suffer, why do I have to suffer like this. I can't concentrate. I don't care about anything, with a strong tendency of destroying myself. Like everything is back to where they were.
I still have hopes, and dreams. I think I have the capability of fulfilling them. But I can't do with a disabled mind.
Perhaps I'm being too anxious.... keep hopeful...

Whether or not I'm going to get out of this, there is one person in this world I'll never be able to love again. Pity, maybe. But love, no! Unless of course, I get to be the female version of Jesus or something...

Anonymous said...

最新的这个  http://wintersunrayblog.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_07.html 为什么没有评论的按扭?

燕子很可爱,我们一直关注关心你,一定要一定能活得越发精彩。

待兔

Anonymous said...

谢谢山人兄。。。那个开始我设置得不能回复,现在已经可以了。
我。。。会加油!所谓竭尽所能吧,记得是哪本书里的吗?:)